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Post by olivia sybil gallagher on Jan 9, 2011 20:10:20 GMT -5
olivia sybil gallagher.
[/font][/size][/center] September 4th, 2001 I have my first diary! Yay! Okay, I don't know what to write, but I guess I'll introduce myself. Hi! My name is Olivia Sybil Gallagher! I am eleven years old, and guess what! It's my birthday! I'm so happy, and this diary is my present! It wasn't the Guns&Roses CD I've been wanting, but it's still really cool. I've never kept one of these before, but I sure will try! Well, I live with my mom and dad. They're good people, but they can be sort of strict. They don't let me go out after 8 o'clock, and I have to get up for school at 6 in the morning every day for school. It's lame, but we gotta do what we gotta do. I live in Los Angeles. It's really cool. We have tall buildings and a lot of celebrities. I want to live here forever!
January 12th, 2002 I am so annoyed right now. Mom and dad keep arguing, and I keep having to be left with the neighbor boy Mark. He's a few years older than me. I think he's 17 or something, but he is so annoying! He is always bugging me to watch movies with him on the couch and he's always holding me. It reminds me of something you would read out of a sappy romance novel. I do not like Mark at all! He kind of creeps me out. He isn't ugly, but he isn't attractive either. He's like an annoying older brother who I can't stand and just want to punch in the face. I really wish mom and dad weren't working so much.
January 12th, 2002 I don't know what to do. I am so scared these days. Mom and dad have been working more and more, leaving me with Mark more and more. He's gotten even creepier, and now I think I'm going to die inside. He actually touched me. Not like a poke or a hug or a holding of a hand, but he actually TOUCHED me. I feel so dirty, and I should be too old for this kind of thing, but it didn't feel right, and I think I'm gonna be sick. I can't tell mom or dad though. They'll just argue more. I can't stop crying as I write this, and I will never leave my room if Mark is gonna be here to babysit.
October 15th, 2002 Mark moved away. Thank you God for answering my prayers. I just wish I would have told my parents about what happened to me. Then they could have sent him to jail. Stupid boys. I hate them! I wish there were no boys in the entire world. Then I would be happy. Then again, if that were to happen, I wouldn't have dad in my life. I love both my parents, and they love me. They still argue here and there, but I can see in their eyes that they truly love each other.
March 20th, 2004 I saw it coming. For a little while they stopped arguing. Dad had been working more often than mom, and he's been doing everything she says. Now, the two are getting a divorce, and dad is seeing a woman he cheated on my mother with. She is a stupid blond coworker. She isn't even pretty! Mom is so much prettier. Why did my dad have to go and ruin everything? I'm so sick of the drama. I'm so sick of all of this. I just wanna run away and never return! then I'll see how much they really care about me. Everything is so stupid. So FUCKING stupid!
August 9th, 2006 I feel so sick to my stomach. I am never gonna drink again. The party at my friend's house was fun, but once I couldn't walk anymore it just got tiring. I don't see why anyone would want to be drunk all the time. I just wanna puke my brains out. And I've got school in the morning. GREAT! Mom and her new boyfriend will be thrilled to know why I feel like crap, but at least the broad even cares. Dad moved away with Britnee, the coworker bitch. I'm better off without him anyway. Mom lets me do anything, as long as I'm honest with her. She didn't know I was gonna be drinking at my friend's party, but then again neither did I. She'll be upset, but she'll leave me alone. I've leatned my lesson. Mom is so lenient these days. I love her.
September 4th, 2007 Happy birthday to me. It's great to 16, but no huge sweet 16 birthday party for me. We can't afford it. Who cares though? I don't need one. Mom is letting me have a party at the house. She even went out and bought beer! She is so awesome! All my friends wish she'd adopt them. Well, I'm glad I came out of my mom's womb and no one else's. My mom gave me a talk yesterday though. She told me how she always worries about me and what I do, but whatever I DO do, I need to tell her. She even told me if I ended up being a drug addict she'd still go out of her way to make sure the needles I use are clean. Ha ha I love my mom. I will never hurt her though by doing anything so stupid. She makes me want to be a good person on my own.
January 1st, 2009 Happy New Year! My friend's party was so much fun! And I finally lost my virginity to my boyfriend of three months, Oliver. He is such a sweet guy, and I really love him. I couldn't see myself losing my virginity to anyone else but him. He wasn't a virgin, but it's okay. I don't have a huge problem with it. I have to say though, losing your V-card hurts so much!!! Maybe after awhile the pain will go away.
June 17th, 2009 GRADUATION! Done with high school for good! Too bad Oliver couldn't be around to see me. I hate his stupid dad. Oliver could have finished high school here, but no! The old man took him away to New York so he could go to some art school. Oliver always wanted to go there, but not until he finished high school here. So lame! Oh well, we keep in touch, and he's got a new girlfriend. I'm not jealous, but I am sad. Oh well. I'm gonna bask in my independence and enjoy what's ahead of me.
September 4th, 2009 I'm moving away to Virginia. Life in Los Angeles has it's quirks, but it's also really, really stupid. I'm sick of all the drama. I left high school for a reason! There's no use in sticking around anymore. Hopefully Silver City is prepared for this chick!
goes to runway. lives in silver city, virginia. knows english & spanish. from los angeles, california. born on september fourth, 1990. [/blockquote]
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