DOE, jane bethany

[jane bethany doe]

jane bethany doe

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Personality: Honest. Growing up Jane found out at a young age, she couldn't lie. As she got older, it just became more and more clear how much of a bad liar she really was. Stuttering and rolling her eyes the entire time, she cant make eye contact with people when she's lying it's her tell. She just can't get over it, so she doesn't lie even when she should. It ends up getting her into a lot of trouble sometimes, or makes her not talk to people. In fear she'll say something wrong, something like the truth. Such as, "You look like a skank, your a total bitch, I fucked your brother, she's sleeping with him, your a poser," she's said them all. She'd not just honest, she's brutally honest, it makes people think she's a total bitch but she doesn't care because her group knows her better then that. She just shuts her mouth and tries not to say anything at all when it comes time to lie, she hides behind her friends. One perk, she's never been called a liar.

It seems these days that everyone and there mother is a hopeless romantic. This isn't the case with Jane, she doesn't believe in relationships or love. While she's had guys shes liked in the past, and someone whose caught her eye for the moment. Jane doesn't believe in real true love. When she was younger she did, but the world beat that out of her. She believes in the love and bond between friends, and maybe family, but relationships are meant to crumble at some point. People aren't reliable, your only setting yourself up for pain, this was only set into her harder after watching her friend once his girl friend died. Jane doesn't believe in attaching yourself to anyone, but she does it all the time, once she does, she becomes jumpy about loosing them, always thinking she's going to loose them. So she tries to just focus on her group, and her younger brother, she doesn't try to meet new people or do anything with them.

History:

Things didn't happen for Jane until she was twelve. When the fighting started, her parents started to have trouble and started to scream at each other all the time.Everything started with a lover named Jack for Jane. Jane and Jack they were never far away from each other once they met and no one seemed to know. No one seemed to notice the marks and scars that started to cover her arms. She picked up the bottle to drown out the fighting, she started cutting class. She wasn't the only one looking to escape from these times with parents life or just looking for a fun time. Jane fell into the wrong crowd, they were all just a bunch of kids with the wrong types of connects for them to keep their hands clean. Nicole brought her into the fold, and became her idol, Jane worshipped Nicole, following her without ever thinking about it. Nicole was in love with Koda, a kid older then her, with cute friends Nicole tried to hook up Jane with but they never worked out. No one paid attention to them, in class they were ghost, they didn't love anyone outside of the group. Life was a little game for all of them as the years passed and life skipped around them. School meant nothing outside of forgetting everything but each other nothing mattered. Not Koda's issues, not Nicole's abusive dad, Hope's binging, Mary's prosution, not Bone and Matt's mom's attempts and losses at keeping jobs with her drunken habits. Life was nothing to them but something to forget in every way they knew how to. Life was never enough for them, none of them knew they had problems. Koda just kept bringing everyone heavyier and heavier shit, everyone just wanted a better high, no one cared to notice that some of them were on the verge of dying every night.

No one noticed them, no one got threw to any of them. No one could have not until the world broke in front of them, in front of Jane's eyes when Nicole didn't wake up, when her skin was blue next to Matt's. Jane should have been a Sophomore, but only had barely enough credits to be a freshman when she found her best friend dead in the bathtub holding Matt's hand. A bottle of Jack Daniels in Nicoles hand at only 124lbs she was an easy kill and Matt had been mixing and matching and had overdosesed next to her It took the death of her friend for the world to notice them, for Jane's parents to throw her into rehab, to get over various addictions, and alcholism. It was like someone pulled the curtains from her eyes, she noticed her parents had divorced and her mother was remarried, her name was changed when her father dropped off the face of the planet.

She became Jane Doe. Someone who seemed dead, the name matched her better then anyone knew. Jane Doe, she tried to write out the part of her life when she'd been called Snow. Snow White, the princess of cocain.

goes to school. lives in silvercity, ohio. knows english and bits of french. from silvercity, ohio. born on January 13th, 1994.

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